A question was posed to me by a fur who shall remain nameless....

Was I afraid that I wouldn't survive without doing what I did?

Yes and No.

Yes in the sense that I would've had places to stay. No in the sense that I was afraid to ask people for money cause I had no idea that of whether or not I would be able to pay people back in the short term future.

I know I have alot of people questioning my morals and my overall demeanor as of late. This is quite unjustified as I acted out of desperation and fear.

For anyone who thinks I have done what I did sheerly for personal gain of some sort. You are mistaken beyond rational thought. If personal gain was my thought I would have aimed higher (which would've entailed something on a grander scale).

So, as I have explained in a previous post, I am almost employed (I have the job just waiting for the paperwork to be sent in). Once employed I would likely need about a month to save the money required to pay people back.

Now....considering that it is 3:20am and I am sick.....sleepy time!!!

Dartanian Dragonwolf

P.s

Full Moon on 2 days after Thanksgiving. Does this mean we are going to have a full moon on Christmas?

Tags: questions and answers
Current Mood: sick

Tomorrow is judgement day. What exactly does that mean? Well, I will explain it in as many words as possible.

Tomorrow I am calling Jewel and inquiring about the job I was interviewed and hired for. Hopefully I get the answers I am looking for. Also, I expect to hear from Schneider Trucking tomorrow regarding the application I put in. If I get either one to click in the way I am hoping than I will have to worry about living space.

If things don't work out tomorrow then the following is likely to happen.

I will see if Aiden would have a problem with me staying for a bit. He will likely dictate the period of time so I shouldn't argue. Beyond that I have nowhere to call home. So, I would have 2 options. Either I could walk the streets during the cold winter without any money or place to live, clean myself or sleep or I could take a friend up on an offer and, if all other options are exhausted, move to Virginia.


Tomorrow will tell the tale....until then...godspeed!!

Current Location: Palatine, IL
Current Mood: worried

*EDIT: Takin down due to lack of interest*

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Yesterday had its share of craziness as multiple college teams in the top 10 lost. Add to that the fact of the National League playoffs not being set until tomorrow and the NASCAR race being shortened by 62 laps due to 2 rain delays and you have one crazy sports weekend.

Hats off to the Philadelphia Phillies for winning the NL East for the first time since 1993.

Kick in the rear to Mets manager Willie Randolph who was quoted 2 weeks ago as saying that the division was "in the bag." I would like to know if he was referring to a garbage bag when saying this?

Kyle Busch...failing post race inspections after winning Saturdays Busch Series race is not the way to endear yourself to Joe Gibbs racing for next season so wipe the stupid smile off your face.

Dale Jr's number for next season should indicate how many races he will win in the coming 20 seasons if he don't continue to suck.

Finally, the Cubs won their division for the 2nd time in 5 seasons. This means that they will fuck it up with 1 out separating them from a World Series birth this time.

Just my 2 cents,

Dartanian

Current Mood: creative

Over You
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Lyrics from a song which is symbolic of how I feel right now.

It's Not Over
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let’s start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

At this time I would like to publicly appologize to anyone who I may have upset. I am 28 years old and am about to be homeless again. This is a huge wake up call for me considering that I have all of the brain power in the world and yet I am leaning on others. To be honest that is not the real me. I have been acting foolish over the last 2 weeks in spite of looking for a job. I know for a fact that if I applied myself just a little bit harder I could make something of myself instead of sitting on my ass whining about things or crying because someone kicked my crutch out from under me.

Rayven and Ken have it right. I am a smart person who should, by all right, have a decent paying job and be able to support himself. Stupid decisions in the past have prevented this from happening. That is what happens when I listen to other people and not do things for myself.

I am on AIM right now....if anyone would like to chat with me feel free to message me.

I close with this....in spite of the fact that I am losing my place of inhabitance I am not losing myself. Things will get better if I choose to make them so. MFF is 58 days away.....so I look at it as I have 56 days to make myself better so I can go and have fun with my friends. Then, and only then, will I know where I stand as a person.

Sincerely,
Dartanian Dragonwolf

better known to the mundanes as Jim Galetsis.

Tags: open letter
Current Mood: determined

Name: Dragonwolves
Owner/GM: Dartanian Dragonwolf

Starters
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QB Carson Palmer (Bengals)
RB Reggie Bush (Saints)
RB Willis McGahee (Ravens)
WR Mushin Muhammed (Bears)
WR Plaxico Burress (Giants)
TE Desmond Clark (Bears)
K Adam Vintieri (Colts)
DEF San Diego

Bench
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QB Vince Young (Titans)
WR Santonio Holmes (Steelers)
WR Eddie Kennison (Chiefs)
TE Benjamin Watson (Colts)
K Olindo Mare (Saints)
DEF Jacksonville

What does it mean when someone won't stop with the drama starting replies and posts. It means that the person in question is looking for a war with someone. As much as I would like for this person to not remain anonymous...I have to say that I cannot say who this fur is.

I am done with the war of words....you can continue if you wish but you words will fall unaanswered by me.

Dartanian